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[The lips on Haz's neck become teeth and he bites him around a grin, letting Haz pull away but just enough that he can push him roughly back down.]

Hoh, I thought you wanted to see me use it?

[ and there are hands flying to Ticky's shoulders, a little panicked, scratching at him like that's gonna be enough to get him off. ]

Yeah, but not -- right now --

[don't you wish you had super strength haz

don't you?

Ticky's arms wrap around Hazama's waist and he rocks backward, falling onto his back, bringing the other man with him and holding him close, pushing him down, and fucking Haz's raw and sensitive ass, completely merciless.]

You're starting to have more fun with it, aren't you? Pain.

Haah--!!

[ that was definitely a cry of pain, and his fingers dig in deep, hard enough to pierce through the skin. it hurts, it definitely hurts, and it's a combination of the overstimulation and the rough pace that has him gasping, unable to draw in a breath before it escapes him in an airy shout.

if he was shaking before, it's nothing compared to how his body is trembling now. the way he digs into Ticky's chest, over his shoulder, across his face is wild and desperate, like he doesn't care by this point if he's gonna hurt him or kill him, he just wants him to stop. ]

Godd---goddaaa--- enough, stop--

[You can't kill Ticky with claw marks. Honestly, you can't even hurt him with them. He laughs while Hazama digs at his skin, voice getting low and ragged, obviously more aroused by his struggle. He slows he movement of his hips. Stops. But doesn't pull out, leaves his dick hot and uncomfortable inside the mess he's made of Haz's ass and the arms he uses to hold Haz in place are very gentle in comparison to everything else. But still not letting him pull away.

He moves his mouth over to Hazama's ear]

What if you didn't have bad memories anymore. Not because everything is good, but because it all feels that way?

[ oh good, he can breathe. he takes a second to try and will his body into obedience, testing the grip on him as though Ticky would have a sudden change of heart and pull out of him.

nope. ]

What's so great about remembering people treating you like crap?

[Pretty much as soon as Hazama relaxes, Ticky moves him up and down on his cock a few more times, glancing down with his remaining eye to watch his face.]

That's what your bad memories are?

Fuck---

[ bracing his knees on something?? the ground?? anything, really ]

Some--- can you not, Ticky--

[once again lets him pull away, smoothing his hands up Hazama's shaking thighs, then back down, looking up at him with a pleased expression.]

You're pretty sensitive.

What do you expect?

[ pushing up... a little... with his thighs, wary Ticky's gonna pull him back down. since his hands are free he's also gonna reach under him, ready to pull Ticky out as a last resort. ]

[notices that, and then instead of pulling him down, rolls them both over, pressing Hazama into the ground]

I meant about your feelings.

My feelings..?

[ i guess i'm on my back again. wonderful. ]

What do you mean?

[well on the bright side he takes his dick out of you!]

Your bad memories are people treating you bad. Not leaving you to starve. Not killing your loved ones. Not defeating you. Just... not treating you well enough?

Honestly, I couldn't really care less about that.

[ finally relaxing buhhh. sore. ]

Could do without reliving the feeling, though. It's one thing to be bullied by a girl, it's another to re-feel it. The shame, the humiliation because, well. She's not the only one that thinks it. It's nothing like getting eaten, but feeling everything is... something I can do without.

[stretches a bit once he's pulled out of Hazama, then moves forward to straddle him, sitting on his hips almost gently.]

For person like you, the things that bother you are pretty simple.

[leans back just a bit and sticks a couple of fingers into your ass

and presses on your prostate

hard]

Okay, we seem to be misunderstanding each other---

[ jerking with that, hips rising up and th-- well, Ticky-weight so they can't... go that high, but he's gonna try and jerk away from him, scowling ]

Ticky.

[yeah good luck with that, he just fingerfucks him a little harder]

Do you suppose if I keep fucking you this way you'll come all the way around and get hard again?

Why don't we try it on you, see how you like it?

[ but he's... kind of already halfway there, so.

SHOVES AT ]

Oh, you know me, I probably would.

[leans with the shove, but he's not a light guy, you're going to have to try harder than that.

In the mean time he's pistoning those fingers faster, deeper. Adding a third and letting his nails scrape along the inside.]

Fuckfuckfuck---

[ he's pushing blindly at him now, taking a while before he scrambles for the fingers fucking him with his free hand and start pulling on it ]

[Probably he could grab those hands and pin you down again, but he's really enjoying watching Hazama scramble, so he doesn't do anything.

Except reject the hands trying to pull his hand away. Reaching for his ass he only find empty space, but somehow the fingers are still there, relentless.]

[ oh my god i hate you so much

he's not really begging quite yet, but there is a desperate note to his voice when he speaks, even if it sounds more ticked off than anything.

still gonna try and push Ticky off, grab at his fingers, anything even if his efforts are pretty much useless by this point ]

Ticky--!

[begging would be nice, will you beg if I keep going.

When he's pushed at he pushes back, using his free hand to fend off limbs, not aiming to hurt him anywhere else but refusing to go anywhere, plainly enjoying the struggle. He laughs and learns forward, until they're almost close enough to kiss again.]

It's all right. Enjoy yourself, empty man.

[i wonder if I can get four fingers in here...]

[ CONSIDERING YOU WERE THE FIRST DICK HE'S TAKEN probably... it will be a stretch. a really painful stretch, but he's hard already despite having come only a little while earlier, and, cursing, he directs his attention to taking care of that instead.

by this point he has no qualms about jerking himself off, and, really, it doesn't take much effort to change his face into one that's relatively calm-- but his eyes are still glazed slightly, mouth still panting with relentless pleasure as he's fucked -- but he's not gonna beg.

he will smooch Ticky though, loud and obnoxious and probably, more mocking than anything as he takes himself in hand and starts jacking off. ]

[once again Ticky makes no effort to stop him, returning the kiss with enough genuine enthusiasm to make it clear the mocking has no impact. And when he's sure Hazama is getting close again he laughs and breaks the kiss.]

Sure you want to do that? I won't stop just because you've got off twice.

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